the fool

the fool

There’s this constant push and pull between what I think things should be and what things actually are. Or what they want to be. I’m not even sure where these stray ideas come from, these expectations of things. But I do know that I am the most myself when...
dragon

dragon

channel from December 2016   I have many names. The first thing you should know about me is that even when you think you know who I am, it’s only what I’ve chosen to show you. I am a force of the cosmos and can change shapes at will. I do what I please and I eat...
You’re doing ok

You’re doing ok

Let’s say you started experiencing trauma when you were eight. And it wasn’t once or twice. It was a daily anxiety that you were not safe. That bad things were possible and you didn’t know when those bad things would happen. Let’s say that the...
Incantation

Incantation

I’m not concerned with how crunchy you are. Whether you eat meat or wear lipstick. I don’t care what kind of shampoo you use or if you eat organic tomatoes. I care not about what you wear, whether it’s all white or flowery or from the Gap or from the thrift down the...
Deeper Magic

Deeper Magic

I want to tell a story, but not in the usual way. I’m going to let the person who this story is about to tell it herself. Take it how you will: as fiction or something deeper shimmering under the surface of all that you see. My name is Peneleopaye. The first...